A Bit Unfocused

Welcome! If you've been here already, welcome back! As the title hints at, this post will be a little less thematic, if you will. I feel everything ties together, but it's an amalgamation of some new and old material. Hopefully you enjoy, and of course, learn something new... even if that happens to just be … Continue reading A Bit Unfocused →

FIT (Fat Is Terrifying)

The web grows ever stickier... What one person worships, the next person condemns/ debunks. When it comes to health and fitness it is this push and pull that leaves me dizzied and apathetic in the end. There are also nearly infinite views to adopt out there. There are those that seem like their lifelong goal … Continue reading FIT (Fat Is Terrifying) →

Swimming in an “Inferior” Gene Pool

So yeah, been fighting myself to do this, no matter how therapeutic it might be. I binged today, on cereal. This is why we have a couple of locked food areas in the house. I cannot trust myself too much. What's interesting was the reason why... It was this overwhelming rush of "FEED ME SEYMOUR". … Continue reading Swimming in an “Inferior” Gene Pool →

7 Years later… [Sensitive Content]

Thank you, for anyone who is reading this, or following the blog. I really didn't know if this would be of any interest, or all that relatable, I've been proven wrong in the best way. A bit of a trigger warning, self harm is detailed in this particular post. This is one of, arguably the … Continue reading 7 Years later… [Sensitive Content] →

“Indifferent”, or “incapable”?

Before the onset of this entry I would like to state that I apparently ate a wax ear plug in my sleep last night. Yup, that happened. But there are two positives to this narrative. One, I only ate a single plug and two, I at least chewed and didn't choke. I live to see … Continue reading “Indifferent”, or “incapable”? →

No Guns, Just Triggers

Although I do have a list that I really want to get out, I feel it appropriate to catch things in the moment. For instance, today's theme has really been about triggers for me. Realizing them and why they have endured over time. For lack of looking back I'll state my addictions again: food and … Continue reading No Guns, Just Triggers →

Preclusion

So instead of the topic, anorexia (sorry), and my relationship with it, I wanted to address a feeling that I was recently able to identify . As I was beginning my day writing lists of different things (I like lists) I tried to understand some of the reasons as to why I'm not the biggest … Continue reading Preclusion →

Rough Landing

Ouch. That first post was a bit coarse. Indeed, I think I might have stated, or meant to at least, that I just wanted to get started. The eagerness continues today, though I do intend to edit what I have written this time. I plan on updating the look of this thing (giving it a … Continue reading Rough Landing →