I'd like to begin by apologizing for the false announcement of the last post. It was, premature... to say the least. With any luck, and honest effort, this will be my return into the world of blogger-dom. If you have read a couple of my blogs, you would notice that my titles deal only loosely … Continue reading An Infinite Ellipsis
Tag: Health
A Fleeting Thing of Beauty
I was talking with my peer support specialist/sponsor yesterday about how I had these two best friends when I was younger, from about ages sixteen to eighteen. There is a story a little bit in the back catalogue of this blog that details me losing said dear friends. Today is not a day of mourning … Continue reading A Fleeting Thing of Beauty
HALT!
This seems to be a welcome rarity since I've begun doing this. I'm referring to the fact that this is the second upload this week. It seems like the going rate is about a mere one per week. *pats self on shoulder* What's it about? What warranted another posting? Stagnancy. Stagnancy is a very prominent … Continue reading HALT!
A Bit Unfocused
Welcome! If you've been here already, welcome back! As the title hints at, this post will be a little less thematic, if you will. I feel everything ties together, but it's an amalgamation of some new and old material. Hopefully you enjoy, and of course, learn something new... even if that happens to just be … Continue reading A Bit Unfocused
FIT (Fat Is Terrifying)
The web grows ever stickier... What one person worships, the next person condemns/ debunks. When it comes to health and fitness it is this push and pull that leaves me dizzied and apathetic in the end. There are also nearly infinite views to adopt out there. There are those that seem like their lifelong goal … Continue reading FIT (Fat Is Terrifying)
F**k It (hard)
Tonight is another group, one that is DBT specific. I have taken one before, but as with most things when I was younger, I wasn't actively using the skills. I have about an hour and a half until it's time to head out, so I figured I'd write about this thought process I've had several … Continue reading F**k It (hard)
Swimming in an “Inferior” Gene Pool
So yeah, been fighting myself to do this, no matter how therapeutic it might be. I binged today, on cereal. This is why we have a couple of locked food areas in the house. I cannot trust myself too much. What's interesting was the reason why... It was this overwhelming rush of "FEED ME SEYMOUR". … Continue reading Swimming in an “Inferior” Gene Pool
7 Years later… [Sensitive Content]
Thank you, for anyone who is reading this, or following the blog. I really didn't know if this would be of any interest, or all that relatable, I've been proven wrong in the best way. A bit of a trigger warning, self harm is detailed in this particular post. This is one of, arguably the … Continue reading 7 Years later… [Sensitive Content]
“Indifferent”, or “incapable”?
Before the onset of this entry I would like to state that I apparently ate a wax ear plug in my sleep last night. Yup, that happened. But there are two positives to this narrative. One, I only ate a single plug and two, I at least chewed and didn't choke. I live to see … Continue reading “Indifferent”, or “incapable”?
How it feels, “normal”.
I come from a very different place than I have in my last few posts. I have energy, I'm rather giddy, and I have this all around sense of positivity I'm focusing on maintaining. From where did this come? I'm not one hundred percent sure, but I'm not complaining. Am I hypomanic? Maybe. So, for … Continue reading How it feels, “normal”.
Seasons of the Which 