Swimming in an “Inferior” Gene Pool

So yeah, been fighting myself to do this, no matter how therapeutic it might be. I binged today, on cereal. This is why we have a couple of locked food areas in the house. I cannot trust myself too much. What's interesting was the reason why... It was this overwhelming rush of "FEED ME SEYMOUR". … Continue reading Swimming in an “Inferior” Gene Pool →

7 Years later… [Sensitive Content]

Thank you, for anyone who is reading this, or following the blog. I really didn't know if this would be of any interest, or all that relatable, I've been proven wrong in the best way. A bit of a trigger warning, self harm is detailed in this particular post. This is one of, arguably the … Continue reading 7 Years later… [Sensitive Content] →

“Indifferent”, or “incapable”?

Before the onset of this entry I would like to state that I apparently ate a wax ear plug in my sleep last night. Yup, that happened. But there are two positives to this narrative. One, I only ate a single plug and two, I at least chewed and didn't choke. I live to see … Continue reading “Indifferent”, or “incapable”? →

Preclusion

So instead of the topic, anorexia (sorry), and my relationship with it, I wanted to address a feeling that I was recently able to identify . As I was beginning my day writing lists of different things (I like lists) I tried to understand some of the reasons as to why I'm not the biggest … Continue reading Preclusion →

Starter Menu

So, some lists have been created to help categorize my thoughts and what I would like to get out there. I am pretty proud of it and hope to convey the actual emotions that correlate to each subject matter. One huge thing that might hinder this, is being in a good mood. Which, believe me, … Continue reading Starter Menu →

Insert Cliche Greeting____________.

*Please excuse this generic look, it's not my style and is only temporary* So, this, whenever this is, is the first of what I hope to be something good. What this will be is a little crypt that one may visit at their leisure. A place to for me to bury and exhume thoughts as … Continue reading Insert Cliche Greeting____________. →