I'd like to begin by apologizing for the false announcement of the last post. It was, premature... to say the least. With any luck, and honest effort, this will be my return into the world of blogger-dom. If you have read a couple of my blogs, you would notice that my titles deal only loosely … Continue reading An Infinite Ellipsis
Tag: bipolar
HALT!
This seems to be a welcome rarity since I've begun doing this. I'm referring to the fact that this is the second upload this week. It seems like the going rate is about a mere one per week. *pats self on shoulder* What's it about? What warranted another posting? Stagnancy. Stagnancy is a very prominent … Continue reading HALT!
A Bit Unfocused
Welcome! If you've been here already, welcome back! As the title hints at, this post will be a little less thematic, if you will. I feel everything ties together, but it's an amalgamation of some new and old material. Hopefully you enjoy, and of course, learn something new... even if that happens to just be … Continue reading A Bit Unfocused
Swimming in an “Inferior” Gene Pool
So yeah, been fighting myself to do this, no matter how therapeutic it might be. I binged today, on cereal. This is why we have a couple of locked food areas in the house. I cannot trust myself too much. What's interesting was the reason why... It was this overwhelming rush of "FEED ME SEYMOUR". … Continue reading Swimming in an “Inferior” Gene Pool
7 Years later… [Sensitive Content]
Thank you, for anyone who is reading this, or following the blog. I really didn't know if this would be of any interest, or all that relatable, I've been proven wrong in the best way. A bit of a trigger warning, self harm is detailed in this particular post. This is one of, arguably the … Continue reading 7 Years later… [Sensitive Content]
“Indifferent”, or “incapable”?
Before the onset of this entry I would like to state that I apparently ate a wax ear plug in my sleep last night. Yup, that happened. But there are two positives to this narrative. One, I only ate a single plug and two, I at least chewed and didn't choke. I live to see … Continue reading “Indifferent”, or “incapable”?
How it feels, “normal”.
I come from a very different place than I have in my last few posts. I have energy, I'm rather giddy, and I have this all around sense of positivity I'm focusing on maintaining. From where did this come? I'm not one hundred percent sure, but I'm not complaining. Am I hypomanic? Maybe. So, for … Continue reading How it feels, “normal”.
No Guns, Just Triggers
Although I do have a list that I really want to get out, I feel it appropriate to catch things in the moment. For instance, today's theme has really been about triggers for me. Realizing them and why they have endured over time. For lack of looking back I'll state my addictions again: food and … Continue reading No Guns, Just Triggers
Preclusion
So instead of the topic, anorexia (sorry), and my relationship with it, I wanted to address a feeling that I was recently able to identify . As I was beginning my day writing lists of different things (I like lists) I tried to understand some of the reasons as to why I'm not the biggest … Continue reading Preclusion
Starter Menu
So, some lists have been created to help categorize my thoughts and what I would like to get out there. I am pretty proud of it and hope to convey the actual emotions that correlate to each subject matter. One huge thing that might hinder this, is being in a good mood. Which, believe me, … Continue reading Starter Menu
Seasons of the Which 